This is a very serious blog that touches a sad topic so please avoid any rude comments.
Very recently, a family member of mine has died. My great-uncle has departed from the world of the living. He had been sick on weeks before, and I thought he'd get better. He got too sick, and eventually he died. It has greatly struck me, and I always did appreciate him. I am not so majorly sad I can't do much, but I am just less motivated. So do excuse if on any future days I sound like less of myself.
Rest in piece great-uncle, I hope you find yourself in a better place.